its 2010!

Doesn't it look funny when you write it out- 2010? it sort of looks like a word.
anyway- New Years resolution- 20 pounds in 4 months. Is that possible? I hope so...

Mom and I ordered the bridesmaid dresses this week. I let them pick their own dresses by Amsale. I am very relieved that this decision has been made and I can stop looking for dresses. So, they are perfect, and will work perfectly with my dress, and suit each girl's personality.

Started looking at flowers- This is difficult. I don't really care what sort of flowers, I just want them to be the right colors. The plan was to just buy bulk and the day of the wedding the ladies and I would make bouquets and centerpieces. I figure this will be better than sitting around feeling nauseous. Plus why should you pay someone ($50 per bridesmaid bouqet, $100 bridal bouquet) for something that you are perfectly capable of and pretty good at doing. The hard part is saying I have 10 tables, 3 bridesmaids, 5 boutineer.. hmm.. 6 dozen of these, and 4 dozen of these. My brain doesn't work that out.

Had my 1st almost mini breakdown over bridemaid dresses not matching my colors/flowers.. nothing too serious, felt a minor heart attack. Then the next day I went and saw the dresses said- oh nevermind, it matches. Mom compared me to the scene of Julie & Julia when Julia burned the beef bourguignon (I was not that dramatic).

Training for my second job tomorrow.. I'm already exhausted with the one (I'm so full of good ideas). I guess I'd better go spend some time with the fiance.. since this is the first day this week I didn't fall alseep the second my rump met the couch.

2010- Its going to be a big year.